Friday, February 3, 2012

Taking a Break

I've been a little over-whelmed since school started back up; always racing trying to catch up, trying to keep up.  When I actually do get everything done, I worry that I forgot something.  It's just easier to stay busy.


My methods class was a lot of fun, the kids are surprisingly well behaved.  I'm sure that they have just been on their best behavior since I'm new to the classroom.  By next week they'll be used to me and we'll just have to see how it goes.  I'm really looking forward to this semester and having more opportunities to actually teach a lesson.


Between classes and work, it's been everything I could do to get through assignments.  I did however get one of these early assignments back and my prof took the time to tell me she really enjoyed it, so I thought I'd share it.
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Trying to dredge up memories of reading for me is like the proverbial “trying to find a needle in a haystack.”  I love to read.  I regularly find myself fascinated by the most obtuse of subjects.  Advertisements, manufacture’s labels, graffiti; it doesn’t matter to me.  It is just as interesting to see how something was written, the style of the writing, as to actually read the words.  This love of reading has also lent itself to an adoration of creating my own prose.  I find the more that I read the better I am able to write.  While I don’t necessarily consider myself a writer, I often find it easier to develop my thoughts on paper rather than speak them aloud.
  I don’t recall ‘learning’ to read or write.  I try to imagine myself unable to read or write and suddenly these words begin to vanish from the page.  Such a seemingly insignificant initial talent has had such a profound effect on every aspect of my life.  The first memory I do have of actually reading, was reading my little brother bedtime stories.  With about four years of age difference between us, I must have been about 6 or 7 years old when he and I started our nightly ritual.  What is more significant about this ritual is that my brother later claimed these bedtime stories as one of his earliest memories, which only helped to reinforce my passion for reading.
It is perhaps indicative that my favorite teachers before college were during this time frame, my 1st and 2nd grade teachers, Mrs. Cagle and Mrs. Cain.  I remember during one or both of these school years that we would ‘take a break’ from class work and to go to the library.   At that age the great thing about going to the library was we were able to move about freely with our friends between the numerous shelves and our library felt endless.  I still feel a sense of awe walking into a library, thinking about the so many words that have been have been contained within so few pages; I have also maintained the habit of reading to ‘take a break’ from work.
My early experiences reading and writing up until about the 5th grade are perhaps my favorite encounters with English and grammar if only for their simplicity.  I read the books in the library to earn “Rapid Reader” points and I read to read.  I don’t remember having to do a whole lot of tedious book reports or being told that I had to read a certain book.  Sometime around middle school and junior high that all changed.  I’m not sure if it was the books that were chosen for us to read or the fact that I was being told to read them, either way I decidedly no longer liked reading. 
My senior year of high school, Mrs. Starkey reignited that spark I had had for reading and writing.  We read The Canterbury Tales and she had so many interesting stories that went along with the tales; stories about her travels to England and through Europe.  We spent several weeks reading Shakespeare and thinking back now I remember that Mrs. Starkey was the teacher that taught me to read for meaning; to consider not only the word itself but the sentence, the paragraph, and the context in which it was written.
If my experiences are any suggestion of how other students have ever felt then I can empathize.  I feel that I made the most progress parsing when I was guided to develop my style instead being pushed to conform to a standard.  I hope that by having my students ‘take a break’ to read and write will inspire them to not only develop their own styles but to also develop their own thoughts.

1 comment:

  1. Reading as a pleasure not a forced task! Let students take ownership in what they are reading and they will not resent it!

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