Bright and Early

I have been working my tail of this semester and am taking less classes while doing it.

I'm actually only taking one class this semester.  I tried to take this class over the summer and it kicked my ass.

I'm sorry.  There just isn't a nicer way to put that.

Unfortunately, this one class was the one class I needed before I could student teach and I can't graduate until I student teach.  It ended up being a rough situation (bouncing all over the B/CS this summer moving) complicated by a sh!tty situation (that class).  Now my graduation date has been pushed back until May 2013.

I can't even begin to explain how pissed this actually makes me (at myself of course).  Have you ever listened to a CD (???) so many times that you knew every line of every song including those weird skips/scratches and then tried to listen to the same CD on shuffle.  That always through me off because I knew the songs were coming out of order but even if you put it back to normal there was already one song that came out of place and you'll hear it again.  I feel like my life is on shuffle, like everything is out of order.

I know what I want.  I just seem to be taking the bass-ackwards way of getting there.

I want to graduate from Texas A&M this spring 2013.

I want to find a local job teaching middle school math.

I want to be able to buy a house in a couple of years.

And I want to have kids before I am too old to enjoy seeing them grow up.

Seems simple right?